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February 09, 2015

After My Mom Died I Ran From God.

For Christmas my dad gave me a key with the words GRATEFUL on it. I need to be reminded of this word daily because I have so many things in my life to be GRATEFUL. This past semester I started ministry school and the Lord has truly humbled me that I should be thankful for the shoes on my feet. I often look left and right wanting more and I forget that there are so many others who have nothing. Shame on me.

I lost my mother when I was 10 - currently I am 20. So much pain was felt deep down. My heart was broken, but because of Jesus Christ I have hope and I can be GRATEFUL for everything in my life that he continues to articulate. After my mom died I ran from God. Trying to submerse the pain, but then I hit rock bottom and I finally met Jesus. Ever since then he continues to change me. I truly am living the blessed drowning in a pool of endless grace daily.



  • You are a strong girl. Jesus loves you. I love you! Grace shines through. (Also, I am in tears.. you are an incredible fighter and the pain you have been through makes you who you are today) Praise God :)

    Hillary on

  • Wow, I love this story! You are so strong and God knows that beer than anyone else, stay strong and stay faithful! Yes, both of parents are proud of you and everything you have overcome(:

    larissa on

  • such an inspiring story. keep doing you! I know your mom is so very proud of you and watching over you at all times with Jesus. what a great image to be thinking of, am I right? :-)

    stephanie on

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