Letting Go In Order To Find Myself

I got the strength key. I was going through a divorce and ended up meeting my soul mate right in the middle of it all. I knew I couldn't give him everything he needed as I knew I didn't know which way was up. I knew I didn't know who I was. I originally bought the strength key for myself reminding me to be strong through the divorce. But then I gave it to C because he needed the strength to deal with me. He loved me and I hurt him. He needs the strength to get through the days and nights without me. He has since then taken off the key that I gave him but didn't give it away. Maybe I can one day unlock his heart again if that's what's meant to be. I miss him and needed to let go in order to find myself.