Peruse the usual topics...
money
health
spirituality
relationships
time management
organization
blah blah blah...
resolve to do something better?
resolve to break a bad habit?
modify this.
tweak that.
delete it.
obtain it.
reach for it.
retract from it...
Yesterday's sermon....
Trust.
The friction of my note taking was causing sparks.
It was elementary brilliance...
things I needed to hear..
but deep down
I already knew.
That's it!
I need to resolve to trust more...
This won't be easy...
but what character traits
grow in the land of easy?
bravery?
no.
wisdom?
no.
honesty?
no.
determination?
no.
authenticity?
no.
Living a life absent of trust
is miserable...I know.
Walking around in a cloud of
skepticism.
cynicism.
doubt...
closed off to believing in anyone...
anything...
even yourself.
Hey Feelings,
I think it's time for you to go.
And what better day to walk you out the door.
So....
My one and only 2013 Resolution: 
Choosing to trust others completely. 
Even if...I will trust. 
but what if?
Yes, Even if...

So, my Giving Key will remind me with the words against my heart,
to trust...even if...
knowing that
if not...
I cannot live the life waiting for me.

- Gina