I have
received a Giving Key
With The Word
HOPE
My Story
I have carried this key with me now for years. I received this key with the word hope across it throughout one of the darkest times in my life. My youngest daughter Eleanor Jolene had died. I had lost all hope in my life, or most. I still had 4 children to live & love & care for. I have carried this through the burial of my child, many surgeries, another child’s illness, adoption, & much heartbreak that life brings to all of us. I held this key throughout my sobriety journey. I have held this key through domestic violence & it went to the hospital with me in my purse the night I almost died, Feb. 16, 2024. It was with me during court. I have carried this key throughout his passing & grieving the man I loved so deeply that hurt me so badly he nearly took me from the world. Now I have found someone I want to pass my key to. My hope has been restored & it’s so beyond just that. I met a man whose eyes sparkle when he looks up. A man that is so good, the good pours off of him so much you can feel it in his energy, even on dark days.
I have a heart that is so full of hope & love again. When I am near him I can breathe. The world disappears & I feel calm & safe. My heart is bursting with hope. He provides a safe place in that Big Blue truck but I would take his hand & walk anywhere with him. He now has a permanent place in my heart & it holds hope for him. As he is going through this journey that’s so hard & it’s testing him, I know he will make it through this. I want him to know there is so much more than hope for him. I’m going to pass this key to him full of hope & love & prayer. I pray he feels all of the hope & the love & prayer for him. I pray he feels this hope & keeps going knowing I’ll be here, god willing.
