On June 6th my fiancé Tim had a massive heart attack in the middle of the night at the age of 48. I was sleeping next to Tim and had no idea that he had a bad heart, or something like this could happen. The alarm went off at 5:30am and when I tried to wake Tim up he wasn't breathing. I tried to do CPR and when the paramedics showed up they said it was too late and there was nothing they could do.
My world has been changed forever.
I have been in a fog the last 3 months and I wake up each morning and still can't believe Tim is gone. My girlfriend got me a key that says "courage", I guess the courage to move on and find a new path. I am not sure what my path is moving forward, just taking things day by day.
Tim if you can hear me I will love you forever.
-Lynda
